These 60 Years! - Foretale of the Tongue-Tied Raconteur
Not a typical writer's block. That would be assuming more than I am entitled to. The blank page syndrome had come much earlier. It is something else. Some fear of another state of fright. A tale told too vividly could invoke a recall of things probably better left in the recesses of memory. But then there are stories in need of vehicles and hears. Tales that if untold would keep nipping at the innards. The tales will be told in their own time and of their own merit. Now, we will just indulge in carthasis. That ritual of emotional cleansing. It is that non-apologetic, non-aggressive letting out of the unseen self that we put out today. Not all of the innards, but that which tells who cares to know, who needs to know. These 60 years have been my walk, my way, my options, my choices, my preferred route. Way I will walk again. There are the Ifs. Everyone has that If. Some have Ifs. My Ifs have no burden of regrets. They gave options. Options I took, knowing what intervening factors e...